The Stand

A NOVEL PATRIARCHY

The Aspen groves on Buffalo Pass, near Steamboat, CO, provide some of the best powder skiing in the country.   The trees are perfectly spaced, and just like life, they require adept quickness to navigate the maze.   The received wisdom is that we look at the spaces, not the trees, to determine where to go, relying on decades of training to direct our skis to carry us safely and joyously along one of many possible emergent paths.   

This photo was taken just weeks after my mother passed, and I am now the leader of our family – the oldest surviving child.  All my ancestors now inhabit realms beyond the physical.

Most people would have selected the epic image of me in deep-pow mid-turn valor.   The notion of the patriarchy is typically associated with images of king-like men in the foreground, in bright colors and the trappings of power and control.  

We know control is an illusion, and also that we are a modest part of this world, and not its master.   This photo not only reminds me of my relative scale in the great mystery, but also that I am ultimately interconnected with nature and part of a collective wisdom and human consciousness – just like this family of Aspens, all joined in life and death by one root system.

It’s true, I’m now unequivocally the penultimate leader in my family.   And I get to hold it as part of a much larger and more beautiful whole; small, in the natural scope of things.   

Post Capitalist? Anti Capitalist? Proud Capitalist? Where Are You On The Spectrum, and What Does Mick Jagger Have To Do with it?

The challenge presented herein is how we relate to capitalism. How do we make sense of the paradox inherent of capitalism; it’s clearly the dominant form of human organization, and it also seems to be killing us. You’re invited to explore five different perspectives: three primary archetypes, and two emerging perspectives, each of which relate to our capitalism dilemma differently.

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Holding Space

AN IMPORTANT DISCUSSION

In this photo, I’m sitting next to a close friend and conference panelist, Devin Hibbard. I’m chairing a panel on the hard parts of entrepreneurship, and all of us are sharing the vulnerable, and often hidden costs of starting and leading organizations that make positive change in people’s lives. What’s rarely spoken is the toll that takes on the founders. On this day, we brought that discussion out in the open, and with Devin, as well as Royce Haynes and David Mayer (not pictured), we covered topics that included marriage (and divorce), alcoholism (and recovery), personal financial loss (without recovery), and the power of generational support.

I treasure these opportunities to host the hard conversations, and am honored to be invited to open and hold a safe space for people to bring forward their deeper truths. It mirrors my work with individual clients, but in this way, I’m able to serve a much broader community. Many thanks to Alex Raymond, the founder of the Conscious Entrepreneur Summit, for this opportunity.

The Outer Ring of The Global Economy

There are multiple layers of the global economy. Herein, we focus on the blending of the digital economy with the financial economy. Together, those create a flywheel of unimaginable size and speed that now dictates the daily actions of all but a select few humans on our planet. While it’s easy to see and bemoan the impact this has on our life on earth, you’re invite to consider how we might re-think our relationship to it, and how we could re-focus our attention.

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Some Who Wander *Are* Lost

On Saturday, January 20th, 2018, I got lost in the West Elk Wilderness. As a result of multiple bad decisions, I ended up skiing approximately 18 miles over 28 hours, including an overnight bivouac deep in the wilderness, during a snowstorm. The good news is that I came out OK, save a little bit of frostbite. The whole time I was confident about getting out, remained calm and focused, and was certain it would all turn out OK. The bad news is that I catalyzed quite a ruckus, including a full search-and-rescue (SAR) attempt from Aspen Mountain Rescue (AMR), and struck the fear of my death in the hearts of some of my closest friends and ski partners. For this, especially the last part, I am deeply sorry. Herein you’ll find the narrative I wrote in the days following…

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My Self-Designed Financial Education

What follows is the beginning of a narrative of what has become, only in retrospect, an alternative financial education. All degrees are self-conferred, other than a Bachelor of Arts from Colorado College.

UNDERGRAD
I have been investigating the relationship between philosophy and money since college, when he wrote a thesis paper on the necessary evolution into a three-region monetary system. The year was 1993, and the Maastricht Treay had just been signed, causing the formation of the European economic and monetary union, and creating the Euro, which would begin trading in 1999. This learning blended with my work within a political philosophy degree which framed my outlook on how humans function and evolve together.

This was the first time that I realized that monetary systems are things that can change, can be intentionally designed for a specific purpose, and that old regimes can cease functioning. Inevitably, there will be unintended consequences the designers might not imagine.


MASTERS IN FINANCIAL PHILOSOPHY
The next major inflection point was working in the venture capital fueled growth of technology companies. In the second half of the 90’s, I watched how a high volume of high risk capital can infuse a previously dormant field with a TON of innovative creation. It was a wild time watching the world wide web spring to life, and I’ll never forget the Web 1.0 startup community. By the end of the 90’s, after three startup exits, I was an internet thousandaire, and I had learned, again, that financial regimes were not perpetually stalwart.

The dot.com bust was a necessary and obvious lesson. It also provided me with the space to turn my attention to the deeper meaning of things. I was very much an independently-minded intellectual at the time, and that meant it was off the Tattered Cover, an institution of a local book shop, located in four stories of a large building in Denver’s Cherry Creek. The 3rd floor contained a warren of books on spirituality and philosophy, and I spent hours wandering those shelves. In small reading nooks, I invested hours over a dozen visits. Eventually, I had chosen the initial canon, and dove in deep. This led to my first meditation, and an awakening to a much broader perspective on life.

From there, I deconstructed most social systems, and reimagined them within the new framework of understanding I was developing. This eventually led to a deep investigation of money, including the history of money itself, and how the US dollar was created, who manages it, and for what reasons. And that can be very disturbing.

Although I continued exploring the edges of my perception of reality through metaphysics, and Zen Buddhism, I was also reading about social systems, especially more progressive and alternative models including sociocracy, systems thinking , and complexity theory. I came upon the notion of designing “alternate” or “complimentary” currency systems, and found examples from around the world of small-scale systems, serving communities that wanted an alternative to the global financial network. I studied, collaborated with, and met several of the leaders of the movement, including the architect of the Euro, Bernard Lietaer. I met, befriended, and briefly worked with Arthur Brock, who went on to design and launch the evolved and highly distributed Holo mesh network and cryptocurrency project.

I deepened my understanding of how im0ortant systems design was in any social system, especially capitalism. I broke through the mindset that our social, political, and economic systems are always the same, and came to believe we could design new economic agreements, all 15 years before Satoshi Nakamoto wrote the Bitcoin whitepaper.


MBA WITH EMPHASIS IN SUSTAINABLE BUSINESS and SYSTEMS CHANGE
I spent the second half of the 2000’s working for global impact foundations including the Bill & Melinda Gates Foundation, Kofi Annan’s African Green Revolution movement, The Arab Thought Foundation, The World Congress on IT, and Fortune Brainstorm, the predecessor to the Aspen Ideas Festival, in addition to project-based corporate thought-leader work in sustainability. This graduate degree in global change-making came complete with 1:1 interviews and collaboration with leading minds in the space, on several continents. During that time, I met with ministers of finance, global CEOs, commonly known media leaders, as well as the people doing innovative work on the ground in communities around the world. I saw how money flowed around the world, and was able to the see the United States and Europe from some very different global vantage points.

Having met all of those people, I was motivated to return my gaze from global thought-leaders to local action. I realized that if anyone could implement some of these wild experiments, it would be the people of Boulder, Colorado. Although Boulder has… let’s call them quirks… the idea that wealthy, progressive, entrepreneurial people could actually DO SOMETHING about making change in our world compelled me to build a network of social entrepreneurs and impact investors, connecting them in the pursuit of launching new impact-driven businsses. This work culminated with the launch and operation of Impact Hub Boulder, a locally owned community space, part of the global network of co-working spaces and incubators, where I sat on the Global Board of Directors, governing over 100 such Impact Hubs around the world.

During that time, I helped to steward the movement of capital from wealthy individuals and funds into professional teams. We hosted educational events, expert speakers, as well as a decentralized incubator project that helped a generation of businesses find their feet in Boulder. I was intimately involved with dreaming, building, funding, and launching responsible, sustainable, and conscious businesses, often connecting visionaries, entrepreneurs and investors. Over this tenure, Boulder’s business culture evolved from the Techstars ethos of “Do More Faster” to a culture of conscious capitalism where social and environmental concerns we integrated with a cultural focus on mindfulness and self-awareness among entrepreneurs and investors.

I learned about the intimate nature of success and failure in impact business, and learned how difficult it is to change society and the economy from the starting point of grassroots entrepreneurship. I observed hundreds of millions of dollars worth of impact investments achieve relatively little, and grew more suspect of the claims of people who think they can “change the world.” I intimately experienced the triumphs and tragedies of change making work, watched impact investing principles devour well-meaning entrepreneurs, and learned how the evolution of personal consciousness protected the psyches of “our heroes.”

PHD IN IMPACT FINANCE (ONGOING)
At the Impact Hub I was ultimately recruited, for my current role. “You’re already doing the work of a wealth advisor, you’re just not getting paid for it,” said Michael Tracy.. And, it turns out, he was right. I studied for and passed the Uniform Investment Adviser Law Examination, and now hold a Series 65 security license, issued by the Financial Industry Regulatory Authority (FINRA).

Since late 2015, I have put all of the previous learning to work, balancing it with a Fiduciary Responsibility to manage assets in alignment with law and tradition, while simultaneously applying emergent principles. In 2018, I joined Conscious Capital Wealth Management, and have simultaneously built a network and book of business among evolved clients, while also collaborating on building a new generation of wealth advisory and financial business.

In actively managing clients, building portfolios, vetting and collaborating with investment, legal, and tax professionals, I have developed a unique view into the possibilities and boundaries of impact finance. A dynamic balance is necessary in working within a highly regulated industry while still innovating and challenging notions of financial models, investment structures, and risk.

The Matrix, The Middle Way, and Postmodern Investing

In the seminal first movie in what has recently become a bit of a washed-out franchise, Neo is faced with the choice between experiencing a full view of “the truth,” or returning to the illusion of modern life. This metaphor perfectly expressed what is broken in the mindset among many “evolutionaries,” namely that we can leave the modern life behind in a search for a new way of being. Instead, I advocate for an approach that integrates the integral nature of both things being true, and that informs what I think it means to be a Whole Wealth Advisor.

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